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posting to keep the love alive. apparently LJ is getting rid of all the journals/communities that haven't had anyone post on in 24 months. Just so you know. now they can't delete mine.
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the insanity that is me

today I feel like I'm going insane. it's my last day at my day job & I'm freaking out because everyone (my family) keeps telling me that I need another "day job" but if I get another job that isn't what i want to do or be than what was the point in quitting this one. they would have given me more money. they would have LOVED for me to stay but i can't do this anymore. i want to be acting and directing and producing and i'm not goign to get that kind of work if i spend 40 hours a week or more typing about software that i don't care about and playing with kids that i do care about but aren't mine. i would rather be doing just about anything that has anything to do with my actual passion. i want time that i can go on auditions. i want to direct and build sets and props and so many other things. part of the problem is i was raised to go to work. both my parents went to work everyday, even though they didn't really like their jobs all that much. my dad is waiting until he retires to be the writer that he should have been all along & my mom taught for 30 years and never found the time to be all that she could have been. i don't want to live my life wondering what would have been. if i was just going to work in an office or be a full time babysitter i could have done that back in oklahoma & probably owuld own my own home now & would hate my life. i want more than that. it isn't about being famous or even rich, though the rich part would be nice. it's about doing what i love.

i think i ran out of steam... ::le sigh:: i know that i have talent and drive. it's just...

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just a reminder



yesterday was a glorious day, beautiful weather & i got to pet a schnauzer, which makes every day better. it didn't matter that i still have a bit of a cold or that the kids i nanny were bickering. it was just a wonderful day. enjoy this one.

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I'm a nerd

Big shockers here ::oozes sarcasm::

EDIT: Well, Thanks to Tab I now know that the code for this lil' quiz is wrong. Basically, it said I was a Drama Nerd with high tendencies in literature & music.

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