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today I feel like I'm going insane. it's my last day at my day job & I'm freaking out because everyone (my family) keeps telling me that I need another "day job" but if I get another job that isn't what i want to do or be than what was the point in quitting this one. they would have given me more money. they would have LOVED for me to stay but i can't do this anymore. i want to be acting and directing and producing and i'm not goign to get that kind of work if i spend 40 hours a week or more typing about software that i don't care about and playing with kids that i do care about but aren't mine. i would rather be doing just about anything that has anything to do with my actual passion. i want time that i can go on auditions. i want to direct and build sets and props and so many other things. part of the problem is i was raised to go to work. both my parents went to work everyday, even though they didn't really like their jobs all that much. my dad is waiting until he retires to be the writer that he should have been all along & my mom taught for 30 years and never found the time to be all that she could have been. i don't want to live my life wondering what would have been. if i was just going to work in an office or be a full time babysitter i could have done that back in oklahoma & probably owuld own my own home now & would hate my life. i want more than that. it isn't about being famous or even rich, though the rich part would be nice. it's about doing what i love.
i think i ran out of steam... ::le sigh:: i know that i have talent and drive. it's just...
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yesterday was a glorious day, beautiful weather & i got to pet a schnauzer, which makes every day better. it didn't matter that i still have a bit of a cold or that the kids i nanny were bickering. it was just a wonderful day. enjoy this one.
EDIT: Well, Thanks to Tab I now know that the code for this lil' quiz is wrong. Basically, it said I was a Drama Nerd with high tendencies in literature & music.
it's been ages since i updated, even longer since i wrote something of sustance. i'm directing a play & we are in rehearsals. thanks again to all of you who sent messages when my cat died. i really appreciated them. i haven't gotten a new kitty yet, & won't until my show is over, but i did get a Beta fish that i have named Wesley. not a cuddley, but it's nice to have a little friend at home.
haven't been talking much lately. i've been around, reading & keeping up to date, but i haven't posted in a while. mostly all i'm thinking about is my new apartment and getting that together. i want everything done & i want it now. they say patience is a virtue. i say it was a virtue that i didn't receive. no one is in the office today but me as everyone else is at a seminar that i don't need to go to. i like not having anyone around. i like the quiet.
so i was living in a hotel for 2 weeks because there was a leak under my apartment which was causing mold & other yuckiness. the landlord finally decided he didn't want to pay for a hotel anymore, so he offered me a different apartment in the building, but i was given 1 day to get all my crap together so that the contractors could move it for me for free, which they did, but they just basically threw it all in there in the most inconvient way possible & i managed to hurt my back while i tried to start fixing it. ::le sigh::
my taxes are done! my taxes are done & mailed away! i'm so glad to have them over & done with & i get a nice little refund which means i can get some new clothes soon. ::does a little happy dance::
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nothing to do. not that i'm complaining. i actually like days like this & it's raining & grey, which i totally love. it's just odd, but i'm enjoying it.
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